WHaT aRe We FoR

What is my life for? A certain part of my mind tells me so that it has made no decision regarding the matter. To be Ideal? That is an answer too broad to be distinguished; too broad it turns its reasoning absurd. What am I for? Is my life here for a reason? If yes, what, if no ,why.

Gyroscope,as i have read from a wonderful book of knowledge, is the state of continous search, movement, quest but through its travel it never ends to something. Its like an endless flowing river, a star roaming the vast universe or a ray of light moving in the horizon of space. I'm here standing between a thin thread not knowing what my life is for. Not knowing whether I am to draw back, to let fall or float to the sky. Never understanding why each day I live, why each night I sleep, why every morning I wake up, why am I to breath for.

A famous man once wrote that no man can know his true essence. What we have in our minds now are theoretical positions by what present knowledge, human truths for that matter, we do have. We face everyday, doing our every choir but why should we do such, why should we let our heart beat, Or even why should we die? What is everything happening for? Our existence is one big question mark. Maybe a one million dollar question as metaphorically assumed.

Im no different from anyone of you. I also am not equip of any intelligence to predict the reason by which my life does live for. I could not stand to anything for now just like how I used to do. Who am I to conclude? But as I stumble to such confusion I came up with something. As much as we want to know all, our blood and flesh still serves as an epitome of our weakness. We are absolutelly nothing. All the answers could never be known. Whatever we do only in the hands of our creator shall reasons rest.

[] a STaR []

Here I am again left in the shadows. I feel numbness. I could not feel my ablity to move. All I am into now is sit and mourn waiting for a final crush where i would be turned to pieces. When every teardrop resounds as it falls down, memories remakes its scene in my mind.

I could see a star as it shines brighter and soon enough it became the brightest of all. But in a sudden mismatch, the star dashed down into the darkness, into a world where no smiles are seen; where no laughter is heard. It is where we reach oblivion.

The star looks back at the imageless coast where no sun rises nor sets. As he looks across the horizon all he see are the wonderous souls seeking the same exi to the cradle they are in. But it appears the place was never a cradle it was a prison. As the star tries to set free the weights fastened to him, he fears the heavens left him alone. He heard no horns, no flapping of wings nor the harmony of music by angel voices.

The star was left to stand in its own. As the time passes by, the same glow that flattered a thousand fades into the melody of sorrow. The star lost hope that, soon, from that coast shall rise a new morning. He loses hope and takes an endless sleep until the heavens heeds his call...

[] AcRoNYm []

A	Ambivalent
B	Brilliant
R	Revolutionary
A	Awesome
M	Modern

These past few days I was left in front of my computer with nothing to do... Net gaming started to get boring... chatting as usual is not that in a fast phase and I had nothing to do between those intervals... I had assignments but for gods' sake who would do it at home.... not me.. so I was left hanging out around the net blog hopping... Just like how I figured out the gryffindor stuff... I also came across another blog ~ Calo's blog and was able o see these tag about acronym generator...

Ambivalent - unsure ; uncertain ; conflicting feelings about something...

~ am I such a person.. If you'd ask me it's absolutelly true... for certain reasons... I do am uncertain to what's hapening to my life... I cannot make it through... Everything simply bothers me... and here I am left in a damn state of buffer... not knowing to where; what; which; must be...

Brilliant - showing exceptional intelligence, ability, skill, or talent...

~ waht? me? somewhat yes... some people tells me so... but believe me I do not believe I have such EXCEPTIONAL INTELLIGENCE, ABILITY *blahblah* ...

Revolutionary - against something ; has own philosphy that he believes and defends against anothers'

~THAT is me... some people hates me for being such... I'm different too different... a natural antagonist... I do not believe in man-made facts... I have my own to believe and to stand by... Just like how a friend tells me... " Hai si abram talga... OUT of this WORLD... wag k na nga..."...

Awesome - so impressive or overwhelming as to inspire a strong feeling of admiration or fear

~ Absurd... I could never be impressive... appealling... not my type.. I'm too different... a freak... ad that does not make me an inch awesome... Maybe somewhere peoplesee meas such but hell do I know a large fraction looks me not a such...

Modern - relating to or using ideas and techniques that have only recently been developed or are still considered experimental

~Do you mean tech-y? I am absolutelly one... I learn too fast and get hook to modern time living... besides that I hava a simple way of life to show me I am one... my life goes likes this.... sleep- celphone-computer-celphone- sleep... hehehe...

Well someone's life is not ditermined by what words you can make out of his name,... in these case by use of binary sequence.... Their should be a billion match for your acronyms and who knows which really is that you obtaine... Just remeber simply because someone tells you you'd better be like these means you should abide by their standards... Your life is yours to keep... and what makes you different is simply because you chose yourself to be different... You may turn uncool because you are not like them... but being cool is being different and being different is what you are so you are cool...