[] 1st WeeK []

Classes has already resumed... Just like how it happens for the past 12 years... you wake up... get dressed... get things ready... ride all your way to school... meet old friends... meet new ones... you go off to class... attend orientations... and other more things I wont waste time writting... the point is... everything just happens as it always do... but their is one difference... you are now in a new school... new terrain... new place... new professors... and that new home im in now... is the University of the Philippines... Yes, my friends... Im part of the lucky people... who for some reasons... are accepted and is here to make something good out of the taxes you pay to the government...

The fees are not as high as the other universties... that is why facilities in the campus may not be the first class... the rooms may only be equipped with two ceiling fans... equipments may be lacking... but though in such a condition... Im still proud... Why? simply because.... " UP kc..." just like how the high officials who spoke their speeches... We might not have the best of equipments... We might not have the most highly paid professors <>... at least... the wisest of minds are here... that simple... that great...

Im proud to say... my schedule is one of the best... some people even envy me... why? let us put it this way... I enter school early.. and I end it early too... and when I say early... I mean EARLY! My first class start at 8:30 am ... and ends at 11:30 am during tuesdays and fridays... while 1 pm during the other days...

but though with such luck in winning myself such a schedule... I received an equal bad luck... Lets begin with my place of class... during monday & thursdays ... My subject locations are alternate... I shall explain... We have building 1 and 2 ... my first class starts at 3rd floor of bldg 1... the next class is in bldg 2 also 3rd floor... after which... the last class is then catered in the next room a hall way away from my 1st class room... which is yes... also 3rd floor... see!

The next bad luck... I thought I was not going to have a math class... and I was glad for that ... everyone must know I flunck my math class... ALWAYS! but all that was then changed...my major class is Philo 12... intermidiate logic... everything was normal... the syllabus was then shown to us.. in it... capitalized as topic titles: Propositional CALCULUS and Predicate CALCULUS... so much for my luck... my major is so Math-ish!! worst case... its CALCULUS... may be harder than Algebra , Trigonometry & Geometry put together.. and to make it much fun... I never listened in my proving lessons in high school... Isn`t that so great!?

So much for that... College might be a great adventure... oh well.. it all starts here they say... so... lets be happy we are here... That may be all for now... Go UP... Go CSSP... Go Philo Majors... Go block N-5... hehe...

[] daViNCi CodeS []

what was in davinci c0de that pe0ple made a big issue 0ut 0f it? Sue me if y0u want... but ive res0rt myself in watching the m0vie illegally... c0z their is n0 chance i can watch it in a m0vie h0use... s0 Yes... a kid kn0cked 0n my wind0w when i was g0ing h0me last saturday... asking me t0 buy... and bec0z i really wud want t0... i b0ught it p75.. even half the price 0f the n0rmal m0vie ticket..

n0w n0w.. what`s with the st0ry that alm0st every0ne { even my father f0r that matter - he cursed me cause he caught me watching it and the stupid beast sp0ke as if he knew anything ab0ut that... he wish..} is against it... just like h0w i t0ld my father... are y0u that weak 0f faith.. that such a fetish blasphem0us m0vie c0uld alter the b0rn religi0n in y0u? Why are th0se pe0ple scared? what is their t0 be scared 0f? are th0se information true thats is why their asses are flaming with guilt?

early that saturday.. i was in the h0use 0f a cl0se friend... I was their t0 share their celebrati0n 0f blessing the h0use.. everything was n0rmal... the visit0rs the prayers... but their was 0ne thing that really made me mad.. the priest went in to my friends r00m { he was d0ing the wet-everything-with-h0ly-water ritual...} ... he saw the b00k davinci and said.. in insulting manner { as t0ld by ate she} `` wag it0 basahin nu ah... ung bible``... ha?! that was abs0lutly the m0st senseless thing i`ve heard fr0m a cath0lic priest...

havent the church knew that even jesus ... the pers0n they/we praise and l00k up t0... never apprehended the beliefs 0f 0ther pe0ple... g0d made free will.. he wanted us t0 ch00se what t0 believe... what t0 live thr0ugh... but what is happening is that we are given what t0 choose by the same person who taught us of the free-will thing... Why are they scared so much if they kn0w it was all lie... hmmm... they made it appear that they are m0re guilty f0r acting aggressively...

I myself... wh0se age bel0w 18 - the age wh0 they THINK c0uld N0T understand ... a believer of cath0licism... did n0t even take it seriouslly when i was reading the b00k... I was free 0f any d0ubt that it was true... but what made me think twice was the reaction by the g0d-centerd-persons..epitomes-of-the-almighty... voices-of-god... it was they who push me to think it was true... the book did n0t c0mpel me that much... the b00k was even far fr0m blasphem0us... they t0ld th0se inf0rmati0n... but the b00k did n0t dev0id the religion... they just said s0mething hidden... the wr0ng d0ing 0f the ruler 0f the church... but n0t the wr0ng d0ing 0f god and jesus... they must have accepted it... c0z even hist0ry supp0rts it... n0t the mary magdaln matter f0r that scenari0.. but the bl00dshed.. the killing.. the 0ppression... even the choosing 0f gospels f0r what THEY think is m0re useful... and 0thers hidden... i then thought... they were n0t defending god`s 0r jesus` divinity.. they were rather pr0tecting their 0wn self agenda.. their 0wn p0wer 0ver the w0rld.. as what is suspected...

They say it was scandal0us... that is why the are forcing its information lost in history... but have they not believe god that much... jesus taught... l0ve y0ur enemy... jesus taught... let pe0ple think what they think... jesus taught... let the people see and believe... jesus taught... believe in him cause when in troubled times he would be their to right what is wrong... jesus taught... the very 0pp0site thing the church has been d0ing n0w...

Im abram... 16 yrs old... living in caloocan.... son of virginia and estanislao... from the clan of lumbang and arabia.. I have read and watch the davinci code... I was b0rn catholic.. lived cath0lic... and will die cath0lic... Im here to serve god... but n0t the church by which the catholicism came from.. i still believe but d0ubts that the church is holy... find me if you want ... Im n0t scared.. I stand by my faith as a catholic.. but stands away fr0m the church... in my mind still lingers a question... who threats more of debunking my belief? the b00k and the m0vie whose artful creation was fantastic which is being 0ppressed coz of the LIES {as told by the churh} it has revealed... or the church that shows guilty bey0nd doubts...

Just like has it been said.. let them see... and let them be the one to judge.. which is which is not...

~~~

scion

[] NoN-SeNSe []

Im making this post cause I want to update my blog but their is simply nothing great coming out of it... so here is what i`ve got for now...

What makes me sane for the past few weeks?

>> Roentgen text pass <<

I know not everyone knows this... or maybe they know but we keep on telling them the thing does not exist... Since the start of the summer... the roentgen people agreed on chatting with each other in a send to all basis.... it means everybody in the so called text pass circle is going to get the same messages that you are going to utter to anyone belonging to the circle... This craze was started by Ruth a few weeks after end of classes... and since then we have been using it and its been helpful in opening up to everybody... and kind of backstabbing also... specially those out of the circle..

>> Internet, blogging, friendster, survey <<

If you might not notice... my yahoo messenger id has not turned off for sometime now which means ive been online almost everyday and even everynight... You must also have noticed that my picture has been roaming about in the friendster`s bulletin board.. coz ive been answering stupid and senseless surveys just to keep my time some what productive... Ive also gone stupid opening links just like edgar`s that made my summer life exciting and fun { however it does not mean i`ll not kill edgar if ever i`ll see him in the near future...}...

>> Ragnarok <<

Maybe almost everyone in the world knows this online RPG game... Ive been hooked to this game since 3rd year... Ive been happy knowing my mother is generous enough to spare 100 peso every week just to let me buy my ragna load... uhmmm.. or should i say im just a great trickster that`s why my mother is buying my so sweet words.. oh anyway... that is it for these part... Ronin!!

>> audio - visuals <<

If your house is near to us... maybe some 2 blocks away.. id be sure you would be hearing loud rock music... which is if you must know ... comes from my room... Ive been putting the stereo-type speakers to maximum volume and also the mp3 player simply to make happy music... I even wonder why no one has been complainging... maybe the others are also bored enough so they resort with me with loud music.. Another cool thing Ive been watching these days is the japanes show gokusen... I love the story and how scenes were presented... another cool show is pbb... some may say I must be some kind of jologs.. but i think those who are wanting to tell me that are posers... pbb is a nice show and... kim is enough to make it worth watching... Go KIM!!

What makes me insane for the past few weeks?

>> Cellular phone <<

This makes me so stressed out since the night before yesterday... my celphone... one of the things that makes me sane... would not open!! I had used it earlier last thursday... but cause of an unknown reason... It just wont open... I could still remember that Id been using it that night when it suddenly hangged... I remove its batteries cause i thought their is no chance it will operate back... after doing so.. the stupid phone would not open anymore... I plan to bring it to a repair shop later this afternoon... and how I wish it would be in a good condition after that... hmmm...

>> Summer Heat <<

It is so hot... no further explanation ... everybody in these god-damn Philippines must have known that since April... hmmm

Look how senseless Ive been these summer... hmm... My mind would not even work great enough to produce better post than the likes... hmmm... I ive gone poor in english... I think... hmm.. I could see some errors from these post.. specially with the use of these and this... hmmm... but im too tired to edit it all up... so let us just leave it that way.. hmm...