Free Fall

I do not know what I am actually feeling right now. It is a mixed emotion of happiness, sadness, anger and bitterness. The earth seems to stare at me in agony. Shaken by the tombstone of a dead corpse, I begin to fall into my knees and cry in despair. The Darkness shining on my feet seems to draw the lucid image of a grim - a forsaken child taken away from his innocence.

 

The thunder echoes back and forth as it moves the sweat off my face. I could not smile anymore. The echo has distorted my view and not even the faintest light could I recognize. The stench of blood engulfed me into a sensational out pour. It pushed me away - as if trying to set me free of this encumber. But, with my last flicker of strength, I shooed it off into the wind of that darkest night. And, as the silence envelopes this place of misery into an unknown symphony, I screamed a resounding noise. Stricken in amazement, the place grew cold and everything is eaten into a back drop of opaque shades of black and white.... 

After everything, I woke up breathing heavily and feeling a fist clenching my heart ... and found myself lost... indeed, I am lost.