Friday, October 27, 2006

[] oPeRaTioNaL []

It has been long since I last posted... Everything, well as I surf through the blogs of my "kasabayans", has grown so much... I think my blog is too left away cause of my busy life... I almost forgot my password to open my account... thanks god my brain has not failed serving me rightly...

Well, it’s been a long restless life... Just like anyone else, I’ve got things oathed to be done... And I’ve served this lifetime so much; I forgot that more than this life... I also have my OWN life... I feel so stupid acting to fit-in in this world... My every action, as might also be like anyone, is subjected to other people's actions... Everything is like a domino effect that, to what position your block will fall depends on how the block before you bumps you... Why must we go with the flow? Follow the path through which everything has been going to? Do what the world has always done?

Can't we at least, for just some time, look into ourselves and say... “I’ve done it because I want it..."? Going to school... Doing your school work... Listening to pop music... dressing to what is prescribed... Part-taking over all the earthly pleasures and discomforts... This is the life... We go with the flow... simply because someone likes it... its popular... its in demand... we go for it... It is human nature to be absurd... to live in a life they do but don’t believe... I’ve seen people yearning to do everything in this life... forgetting their own life... and yet realizing in the end... they've not done anything that the world may be proud of... because they simply have been the same victims of the world's trickery game...

I’m looking up to those persons who have done their own way of making a difference... people who does not rest themselves to what the population tells them what is... They stand and speak up... act to what they desire and what they want to do... to live their own life in this life... to show the people that going out of the box is an adventure worth trying... and that a step out of it is a hundred folds better than hours of staying inside it...

I cannot believe for my own that I’m a victim just like anyone else... I’m a deviant... and hate to follow the path through which everyone takes step into... but living in this world is making me forget my own life... that I simply live it as this life... I want to make my own path yet as much as I do it the greater the force I am diverted back to the default path.... This blog.... I consider this an epitome of my being a deviant... speaking of being out of the box... even the act of having one is something I consider as having my own life... some friends ask me... Why do a blog? Well... answer is... coz I’m living my own life...

I’m dormant... I’ve labeled myself as a blogger told me I am... Offensively thinking... I’m a shameful... for some time now... I’ve subjected myself to the world's trickery game... I’ve played so much that I have been addicted doing it and forgetting... I’ve got a life to work on to.... So here I am... going back to where I’ve left... Building up something the world did not push me to do... the blog is now back online.... Remember... It’s not being the best person to live great in this life... but it’s the person that’s living that simple own life...

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The Blog is now Operational
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