[] WeLCoMe 2008 []
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Maligayang pagdating 2008 at paalam sa guranging 2007....
This is what we call non-sense shots... here we have myself... Following Rules...

One of the best food... grilled coconut in banana leaves...
they call it here... "tupig"

Technically, the biggest strawberry I ever saw...
(We shot this while my parents was busy buying fresh vegetables in La Trinidad.. )

ohhh... We were too late... We planned to pick strawberries fresh... but we came too late...hayz...
It is really been strange now a days. Since the dry spell struck the country, it always rains so strong during the night. This night is no difference. Whew! I get chills in my skin because of the cold air that is blowing out through the electric fan. It is actually about 3 inches away from me. Though having such a tingiling sensation, I choose not to close the fan. I think it is better that way rather than feeling excrusiating heat.
Im actually exasperated to the idea that I am starting a new entry with nothing to say. I am sorry but I know that I don't have an idea of what to input here. Nothing strange has happened since my last post. No eruption of emotions; no bad experiences; I got nothing to be proud of or to woe on. I told you my life is boring and that is why I cherish every momentary exciting minutes. Yes, minutes! It actually takes only a second to feel something and about a few minutes to feel the euphoria of whatever you felt. It is always like that. After a minute or two, a surprise, of a birthday party, degrades; the pain, of a break-up, resides and even the humping heart-beat, after a "bulaga" scene in a horror flick, normalizes. i actually don't have much of this so better cherish every moment.
A while ago, I was playing an online game i've been addicted to since highschool. I just don't know why I cannot get rid of it. Maybe its simply my way of going out of reality and making up my own character in a world that not one man says the mean. I get to meet people in it. I even have friends from all the way to Brazil and USA. Hmm.. I actually have no idea again why I shared that part of my life. Strange, don't you think? I am actually not making any sense. My mind is so messed up that I forgot to make a sense of what I was writing. What I am actually doing is writing anything that pops up my mind. It is kind of easier, you know.
Oh, I remembered something for me to be joyful. I have finished my Psychology 101 Research Participation hours. Whew! Isn't it so great? I just started last week and with luck and effort I actually am Finished. Doing a research participation isn't that hard actually it's the gut to go to the experiment that makes it quiet an adventure. Sometimes you would think that the proctors might cut your head off and play with your brain or maybe electecute you and ask what an elephant would look like. Strange ideas would enter your mind as you wait in line. But due to pure luck and friend's leaks, I finished it with all survey experiment. That is something! Hell all the Psychology majors! I'll never let you play with my hypothalamus, Cereberum and what so ever organ I have in my head.
What may happen for the days to come is far from my insight. Well, Im a good omen but not a dogmatic person. Is it going to be fun tomorrow or maybe the day after next? Would the world change and mess up our lives? I have no idea. But, though I would never see the future in advance, I always make sure that I'll never regret it when it comes. I don't actually prepare for it, but just setting my mind that whatever comes, may it be good or bad, it always goes. Nothing is permanent as they say. So if you think the world has forsaken you all this time, don't worry the person beside you might be the next and you would have his way of life after too. You can never prepare for the future. That is so dumb, I guess. Preparing for somthing you don't know what to prepare to? What a stupid idea.
What is truth? We may say something is true if it is successfully explained how that statement is able to come about in consideration with its premises and consequent. It must be able to satisfy the conditional and it must also be verified universally, also experienced by others. Relativity may also bring about truth. Due to the fact that now we have pre-formulated truths, If we have a statement we may say it is true if the coherence of the parts of the idea is supported by those pre-formulated truths.
Can we say that there exist an ultimate truth? I believe it does not do so. We must put into consideration that anything that happens around a system may affect the outcome of an idea or problem. In our real world,we say a person may do experiments, researches and information gathering so that it may help him in defining truth. If another person, however, does the same plans in another place opposite as the other it may come out differently. An example is Newton and Aristotle. Newton says things fall in the same rate without considering air resistance. Aristotle on the other hand says heavier objects fall faster. We may say both are correct the problem is their difference of scenario. Aristotle's scenario is suggested in a world same as ours while Newton's is somewhere without air resistance. Just as I say perspectivity and difference in factors are barriers for such a formulation of an ultimate truth.
If we say there is no more ultimate truth, then we say that philosophy is senseless? Philosophy is the quest for knowledge. I believe we are not searching for an ultimate truth but rather we question the ambiguity of ideas. Philosophy then still serves its purpose, to give reasons to happenings and be able to prove its possibility. I say that it is absurd to assume that philosophy will be senseless if we void the existence of the ultimate truth.The causality of things cannot show any sign of ultimate truth because it may be seen in different perspective as was said above but it does not void the possibility of an idea to be valid.
What if a truth is voided out because of another idea? We then go back to perspectivity. We may say the first idea is logically valid. However, their are instances when some other idea is more detailed which is why it is more accepted. Choosing which is true is not a problem there for it really just happens that another idea is detailed. It is simply stereo typed that if an idea is voided out of circulation it is already considered false.
My definition is different if compared to others. The definition of Truth is also something to be think about. There really is no common definition for truth as defined by many people. Even the truth of the "truth" happens to be a problem. But I say again, perspectivity does not void out the possibility of an idea to be true, rather it is placed in as a factor affecting the system. I there for conclude that the definition and assumptions I have presented are true if put in my perspective.
What do we do when sorrow fill into us... when the feeling succumbs every part of us... When things re-act itself in our mind... when in our every deed, even with great resistance, they still surface... What do we do? what must be done?
sometimes... most of us resort ourselves to release every pain by crying... letting each droplet fall... hoping these are the parsels of our sorrow... hoping that as they fall things will ease in the very instant they set to stop... some other release the tension by cursing... shit them ~blah blah~... kill them all ~blah blah~... hell them ~blah blah~... and some other take a step out of reality and leaving everything into chance... in short... they just simply leave it there and make there life hell due to circumstances that made total wreckage to them..
Why should things come out worst? why must people put themselves into such options that makes a total different persona... Haven`t we taken into consideration the rule of equal trade? Isn`t it that in every loss their is something in return? so why snivel? why curse? why be crazy? why place ourselve to state of discomfort? I know one option that can make all the difference... Laughter...
Laughter... the initial reaction to express happiness... It looks so ironic to advise a person to laught while he is in a traumatic stage which left him with such great weight... but allowing a bunch of laughter sip into your lifestyle eagerly allows release of tension... stress... sorrow... problems... allowing ourselves to laugh... makes a breathing strike to our soul... taking in laughter into our daily routine... puts us into euphoria which leaves no space for sorrow to take entrance...
Laughing amidst a great dilemma... is simply hiding us from the reality that we are hurt... but making humor to your problems makes them lighter... why make a direct hit of resistance that would not work... when you can shave off the weight of devastation... inch by inch... but sure in laughing... I hate people who says we must face the problem to learn how to get over it... is getting over making a disaster out of yourself? is getting over making a memory out of such a thing you would not want to remember? is getting over putting us back to the battle field? Is that getting over? I call that suicide... thats placing yourself in a room of bombs you know soon enough would explode...
Life is still life... your sorrow was brought about by just a fetish part of your time on earth... so why waste the remaining time... in such a manner of locking ourselves up to a past that, whatever we do, would not change... We must be happy for in every trial their is a key to greater glory... for in every storm their is a sunshine waiting past it... all we need to do is putting in mind that we must make happy what is left of us... rather than focusing into something that need not to be focused... laugh out to things... and you`ll know waht mystique power it holds...
Laughter... takes off stress... links us out of reality... and plays a good role in making us happy...
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scion
Ive g0ne 0ut
our life is a roller coaster... millions of swings... millions of turns... millions of twists... but just like any coaster... riding it is better with someone... someone you will feel safe... someone who simply bends everything to straight lines... some one who fills in the blind spot in you...
We could never change a fact when it proves its existence true... We can never deny something undeniable... We can never trick a lie to submit it self to be right... I make much of an intermission... but the wonder of words uttered can never challenge... words spoken in silent hearts... our hearts are just like morse codes... each beat has a meaning... however whose meaning hard to predict...
People may wonder for I dont really write such topic in my articles... Honestly, I might have been scared to tell... but now as I pass another wonder in my life... Their is nothing stopping me now...
In life somethings are so unpredictable... Some things just happened with out any alarms... After a great night in a promenade yesterday... I came up with one thing... To tell you people... The reason why I tell everyone else na : Tanong mo kay lord... cause some things are not understandable by men... some things just happen... do I Love her? hell do I do... And that would be one thing that would never change... a fact that forever shall take part in my life... a fantasy turn reality... a dream turn truth... She is the lady I shall not care to offer everything for she is all that I ask... She is all I love... She is all of me... Until the last breath shall I speak of her name... She is my life... my love... my past... present... future... I Love you!!
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[a]scion[e]
she must be...
| A | Ambivalent |
| B | Brilliant |
| R | Revolutionary |
| A | Awesome |
| M | Modern |
These past few days I was left in front of my computer with nothing to do... Net gaming started to get boring... chatting as usual is not that in a fast phase and I had nothing to do between those intervals... I had assignments but for gods' sake who would do it at home.... not me.. so I was left hanging out around the net blog hopping... Just like how I figured out the gryffindor stuff... I also came across another blog ~ Calo's blog and was able o see these tag about acronym generator...
Ambivalent - unsure ; uncertain ; conflicting feelings about something...
~ am I such a person.. If you'd ask me it's absolutelly true... for certain reasons... I do am uncertain to what's hapening to my life... I cannot make it through... Everything simply bothers me... and here I am left in a damn state of buffer... not knowing to where; what; which; must be...
Brilliant - showing exceptional intelligence, ability, skill, or talent...
~ waht? me? somewhat yes... some people tells me so... but believe me I do not believe I have such EXCEPTIONAL INTELLIGENCE, ABILITY *blahblah* ...
Revolutionary - against something ; has own philosphy that he believes and defends against anothers'
~THAT is me... some people hates me for being such... I'm different too different... a natural antagonist... I do not believe in man-made facts... I have my own to believe and to stand by... Just like how a friend tells me... " Hai si abram talga... OUT of this WORLD... wag k na nga..."...
Awesome - so impressive or overwhelming as to inspire a strong feeling of admiration or fear
~ Absurd... I could never be impressive... appealling... not my type.. I'm too different... a freak... ad that does not make me an inch awesome... Maybe somewhere peoplesee meas such but hell do I know a large fraction looks me not a such...
Modern - relating to or using ideas and techniques that have only recently been developed or are still considered experimental
~Do you mean tech-y? I am absolutelly one... I learn too fast and get hook to modern time living... besides that I hava a simple way of life to show me I am one... my life goes likes this.... sleep- celphone-computer-celphone- sleep... hehehe...
Well someone's life is not ditermined by what words you can make out of his name,... in these case by use of binary sequence.... Their should be a billion match for your acronyms and who knows which really is that you obtaine... Just remeber simply because someone tells you you'd better be like these means you should abide by their standards... Your life is yours to keep... and what makes you different is simply because you chose yourself to be different... You may turn uncool because you are not like them... but being cool is being different and being different is what you are so you are cool...
The sorting hat says that I belong in Gryffindor!

Said Gryffindor, "We'll teach all those with brave deeds to their name."
In our grasp were holy grails of miracle waiting for its time. Man was strong enough to build bridges, to dilute adversities, to show supremacy.Man was the fortune of life. They had what it needs to be a god. They had something no other creature holds- POWER. They were justice. They had jurisdiction over what they see. They were resented for everything was envious to the god-blessed life they were given. However, that was Man-was. What we are now are man-is.
Man is the dumbest joke of all the living. They sympathize with worthless idols. Talking to stone gods who could never heed their call. They burst in laughter hiding off the grudge that is building up. They are scared because they are weak; no power; no strength; no life. They envy what others have for they will never have it. All they could do now is look back at the past. The past where influence was in there reach. Man became no one.
How can man be the greatest creation of heaven? How can they be the master of the living? How could they be the guardians of life? Why ask how? They will never be. All I know is that they are the heralds of the oracle. Here to bring what was oath to be- Apocalypse. We are the mere soldiers of hell. We are unknowingly, inch-by-inch, bringing forth the destruction of the gods' art.
Relentless are all our actions. We haste too much trying to be productive. However, what ever effort we yield, we still fail. We do nothing good. We try to reach god so much. Divine barriers are already neglected for the success of their goal- to be god, the god of all. Nevertheless, no matter how we do it, which way we try, whatever push we do, the heavens won't relinquished with mortals. We havn't proven anything yet. We are worthless.
Up to now, We are still the no ones, the has been. the trash of society. We are here for a reason but now all the reasons were amended. We have gone to fail and might still be 'til the future. What can we do? Nothing... We have failed to reach what is expected of us. We might as well sit down now, look up the sky,wash yourself with divine light and wait until Armageddon bolts in to the surface of earth. We shall then go to an endless rest and be free off the evil we have made out of life.
We cannot have the best... Coz if we would want to have both worlds... we would be like shameless heavens... trying to sieze life for himself... Better be nothing than something... Cause what makes errors are something... and the best are born from nothing...
Everything grows up. Long gone are the childish moments and the irrational judgments. He tries to display his dismay and his gratitude to what this finite world had offered to him. Never has he been scared but always doubtful. All that he seeks for is the truth governing the very mystery this life he has held on. And here he is now after his long venture, to let you know what adventures he has made and to render all the truths that he has uncovered in this unpredictable realm of life.